Matthew 14: 22 Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go before him to the other side, while Jesus dismissed the crowds. 23 And after Jesus had dismissed the crowds, Jesus went up on the mountain by Himself to pray.
IMMEDIATELY following the miracle of feeding the 5000 plus, a miracle has just taken place. Can you imagine the scene? Thousands of people were fed both spiritually and then physically! Amazement was in the air. Awe and wonder were palpable. This wasn’t a miracle where one person was healed and the crowd witnessed it, no, every one of them had received fresh fish, fresh bread, as much as they wanted for free. They didn’t have to buy it. It was served to them. They didn’t have to go get it. The disciples got to be the givers of this wonderful meal and receive first hand the peoples gratitude, delight. Heady stuff I would imagine. Now they’ve all eaten, it’s late and many might want to linger, enjoying the fullness of their tummies and spirits. But Jesus, the Great Shepherd, doesn’t linger there. No, Jesus didn’t linger in the afterglow and bask in the excitement of the successful ministry effort. Immediately, He sent his disciples on ahead of Him, immediately He dismissed the crowd. Immediately after this amazing miracle, He went alone to pray.
It’s been said that we’re more vulnerable to sin after a victory than a defeat. How easy it is to misappropriate all the wonder, the gratitude as you hand yet another hungry family loaves and fishes and see their delight, hearing the kids squeal with joy as they get their fish too. How easy to start taking pride in your involvement and take our eyes off God. In our ministry world today, we eager beavers, would want to get together on Zoom ASAP and begin brainstorming about how to duplicate this great success and make improvements to the process so it can be even better next time. If the shoe fits…take it off!
Jesus knows how to lead. Sometimes excitement can dilute devotion. The best thing we can do after a successful ministry event? Climb a mountain, get alone with God, and pray. Let Him frame your perspective. It’s not that its wrong to reminisce and enjoy the fact that many people were fed, or our event went well, but do it after you’ve been with God, humbled yourself and allowed Him to give you understanding. After a victory, go to prayer. Jesus does this.
He sends the disciples to row a boat…right into a storm. I don’t know about you, but I think this is brilliant Shepherding. What better way to guard against pride and foster humility after you’ve distributed untold loaves of bread and fish to a hungry crowd, than to put you in a boat, give you a physical work out rowing against the wind, with a storm coming to remind you of your limits and powerlessness.
So Jesus begins to climb the mountain and the disciples begin to row. Picture it. The disciples begin rowing their boat looking toward the shore, watching Jesus climb the mountain. I wonder if the wind was against them from the beginning? I wonder if they called to Jesus hoping he might hear them and come with them, or bid them return until the winds die down? To their credit, they obeyed and even though the winds were against them, they didn’t quit. They kept rowing. Jesus didn’t come. The winds got stronger. They kept rowing. Jesus still didn’t come. They fought the wind, boat tossed and beat, making little progress, kept rowing and kept obeying. Might they have become discouraged? Probably. Might they have become confused? Maybe. Might they have been exhausted? For sure.
What do you think the conversation was like on the boat? I can imagine what it would be like if I had been in the boat. Where is Jesus? Why did He send us away without Him? This is a waste of time and energy! What possible good could this do? Why couldn’t we have stayed with Him? Does He care that we’re out here about to die!!!
What might you have said?
Beloved, you ever been in that boat? Are you in it now? Have you ever felt like in obedience to what You believe God has asked you to do, that He sent you straight into a storm and He didn’t even get in the boat with you? Hour after hour, month after month, or sometimes year after year, and you’ve been rowing and rowing, obeying and obeying, being beat up by the wind, tossed back and forth by the waves, and He’s not coming. He’s still not coming. Ever questioned His leadership in your life?
What do you think He’s doing?
HE’S PRAYING! Jesus is praying! Be honest, not a satisfying answer, is it? He’s praying! Ok, sure, but why doesn’t He do something?! We don’t like to admit it, but I’m not sure we understand the value of prayer like Jesus does. He’s with the Father, talking to the Father, about you! That’s good news. He prays perfectly. His prayers get answered.
As in our text, while the disciples were on the water fighting the storm, Jesus was on the mountain praying. So today, in the midst of our storms, “It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, who also makes intercession for us.” Rom 8:34, and, “Therefore Jesus is also able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since He always lives to make intercession for them.” Hebrews 7:25 and I John 2:1, “My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous.” Jesus is talking to the Father, interceding on our behalf right now. He is the Great Intercessor, our Advocate. Hallelujah. THATS GOOD NEWS CHURCH. And the Spirit of Christ, Holy Spirit is also with us!
What if Jesus did know the storm was coming, and as the Good Shepherd that He is, He knew there was ground to be won in prayer on behalf of his disciples, and His “immediate” sending away and dismissing crowds was due to His urgent desire to get to the Father and intercede? Could His urgency in addition to being alone with His Father, have included the thought, “Father must be sought, there is a storm ahead?” I can tell you He wasn’t seeking solitude for selfish reasons.
I find again and again in my life when I am struggling in a storm like a global Pandemic, a national shaking, political cancer that is ravaging the country, relationships strained to a breaking point, that my all to quick assumptions about God are usually wrong. There is more to His ways than I know. What is Jesus doing now? Praying. If we understood and appreciated the power of prayer and the way the Lord governs, we would rejoice and take courage that Jesus is talking to the Father about us, about what’s going on right now. And we might do the same, pray.
Verse 25 continues, And in the fourth watch of the night Jesus came to His disciples, walking on the sea. 26 But when the disciples saw Jesus walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, “It is a ghost!” and they cried out in fear. 27 But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, “Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”
Between 3-6 am Jesus comes. By this time they had been rowing for hours and only made it about 3 miles, still having a couple of miles to go. They had likely stopped watching for Him, were sleep deprived and cross with one another, fear gripping their hearts so that when Jesus came, they didn’t even recognize Him but freaked out and started screaming…GHOST!
IMMEDIATELY Jesus speaks to calm their fears, identifying Himself. “Take heart, it is I, Do not be afraid.” He immediately comforts them and admonishes them to not fear. How do you hear “Do not be afraid?”, as a suggestion or a command?
Doubt in God can blind us. You will not see what you don’t believe. As we are beaten by the winds and tossed in the boat of this national storm…are we so weary, upset, angry, doubtful that we have quit watching for, expecting Jesus? God is present and at work. Jesus is talking to the Father about our situation and at the perfect time He will come. I wonder if we will recognize Him? Nevertheless Jesus takes no offense. He knows our frame. He remembers that we are dust. He immediately identifies Himself so His own can come back to Truth. This comforts me greatly. He will come and He will be known. Take heart beloved…Do not be afraid.
Verse 28, And Peter answered Jesus, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” 29 He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. 30 But when Peter saw the wind, Peter was afraid, and beginning to sink Peter cried out, “Lord, save me.” 31 Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of Peter, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?”
Peter wants to do what Jesus is doing – walk on the water. This is how I picture it: Jesus is getting close to the boat, when Peter asks if he can walk on the water, Jesus stops so Peter can come to Him, the storm still raging moving the boat away, Jesus waits, smiling. Peter steps out, walks on the water and Peter comes to Jesus. How cool was that? Wouldn’t it be great it the story ended there? Peter and Jesus dancing together on the waves, doing cartwheels on the water, laughing with joy and delight. Peter experiencing personally, Jesus, the Son of God, like never before, in total command of nature, free from fear of the storm, of drowning.
But, that’s not the end of the story. Peter, like me and perhaps you, was too weak to keep His eyes on Jesus. The temptation (or should I say desire) to look elsewhere too strong; He paid attention to the wind. Think about it, Peter is walking on the water. Jesus is walking on water. Peter is with Jesus, close to Him. Peter sees Him, has heard His voice, has been commanded to come to Him on the water, and has been told not to be afraid. And what does Peter do? He pays more attention to the earthly goings on than to Jesus. Somewhere deep inside him, there are traces of doubt in hiding. We have doubts we know not of…doubts that are buried deep, that won’t surface on the mountain, but are excavated in a storm. Beloved, we don’t know ourselves. But our great Intercessor, the Great Shepherd of the sheep does know us and He doesn’t condemn us.
What does Jesus do when Peter begins to sink and cries out, Lord, save me? He immediately reaches out His hand and saves Peter. Not from the storm, from himself – Peter’s own misdirected attentions, His own doubts caused Him to sink in the presence of Jesus.
With Jesus present, is the storm an issue? No! Why did Peter sink? He paid attention to the wind and doubted Jesus.
When I am sinking in a storm, it’s easy to blame others, sometimes that other is God, sometimes it’s Joel, (sorry, honey!) sometimes it’s “they and them,” or government, or a leader, or a pastor. But if I am sinking in a storm, the finished work of the cross a realty, Jesus interceding for me, the Spirit of God with me, it’s most likely because I am paying attention to the wind and doubting Jesus.
Blaming a situation, another person, a system, a political party, a pandemic for our sinking is to miss the real enemy. Sin is the problem: my sin, our nations sin. And as horrible as abortion, racism, social injustice, pick your pet national ill, these are symptoms of the deeper sin of an unsurrendered heart to the Lordship of Jesus Christ, a vulgar hunger to go our own way and live as if He’s of no consequence.
Today, in your personal storm, in our national mess, is Jesus present? He is. Hear Him say church, “Take heart, It is I. Do not be afraid. O you, of little faith, why did you doubt?”
What to do? Did Peter fail? No! Peter did the absolute right thing, indeed the only thing to do in light of his taking his eyes off Jesus, paying attention to the wind and doubting. He looked back to Christ, ignoring the wind and waves and cried out to Jesus. “Lord, save me,” It took sinking to help him to that! But he did.
He prayed a tremendous prayer: Lord, save me.
It’s not too late for me, it’s not too late for you, it’s not too late for our nation to be saved, no matter the depths we have sunk. If you think so, ask Jonah. Dying in the belly of a great fish, all hope lost, no rescue fathomable. That’s what it took for him to turn back, to get his eyes of his perceived injustice that God would save such a wicked city and once again pay attention to the God Who does as He pleases and Who alone can save.
Listen to His prayer:
I called out to the Lord, out of my distress, and He answered me; out of the belly of Sheol I cried, and You heard my voice. For You cast me into the deep, into the heart of the seas, and the flood surrounded me; all Your waves and Your billows passed over me. Then I said, “I am driven away from Your sight; yet I shall again look upon Your holy temple.” The waters closed in over me to take my life; the deep surrounded me; weeds were wrapped about my head at the roots of the mountains. I went down to the land whose bars closed upon me forever; Yet You brought up my life from the pit, O Lord my God. When my life was fainting away, I remembered the Lord, and my prayer came to You, into Your holy temple. Those who pay regard to vain idols (read, pay attention to the wind) forsake their hope of steadfast love. But I with the voice of thanksgiving will sacrifice to You; what I have vowed I will pay, “Salvation belongs to the Lord!”
And the Lord spoke to the fish and it vomited Jonah out on dry land. Jesus immediately reached out His big, strong, overcoming hand and takes hold of Peter. It’s not too late church. God saved Jonah. God saved Peter. God save us.
Can you imagine the scene when Jesus grabbed Peter’s hand and saved him? I bet they locked eyes as He drew Peter to Himself and they had a glorious moment on the water, in the midst of the storm, perhaps dancing a bit, laughing, hugging and enjoying the walk to the boat. Peter did walk on the water. He did. In the storm, with Jesus, only with Jesus, his eyes fixed on Him. Peter knows more now than he did before…more about Jesus and more about himself. And the storm is of no consequence.
Verse 32, And when Jesus and Peter got into the boat, the wind ceased. 33 And those in the boat worshiped Jesus, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”
Indeed He is the Son of God.
What “wind” might you be paying attention to, in the presence of Jesus?
What if we prayed in the midst of whatever storm we find our selves in, the storm we are in as a nation with Jonah’s and Peter’s self awareness? What if we prayed, “Lord, save me,” recognizing and owning our own doubts, repenting of blaming others, repenting of paying attention to any and everything more than Jesus.
Church, we have doubted, we have look away. Can we pray on behalf of our selves, on behalf of the church, on behalf of our nation, “Lord, save me”?
This week, beloved, why don’t you turn off the news. You know we have this misconception that the news is a public service. It’s not. It’s big business. And what they sell is fear and humanism. Quit consuming it. Quit paying attention to it. And instead, lets do this together: Read the words in red. What if you sit down with your Bible, start by getting still and silent, allowing your thoughts, fears to settle, then after a few minutes open to a gospel and begin reading Jesus words. Read them slowly, listening to Him. Let Him speak to you. He will comfort you. He will strengthen you. He will reach out His hand and pull you up above the storm. Turn your eyes to Jesus, look full in His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace. And then pray, believing. Three times in this passage Jesus immediately acts to lead, shepherd, comfort, save. He is the same yesterday, today and forever. Take heart.
The Lord sits enthroned over the flood; the Lord sits enthroned as King forever. May the Lord give strength to His people! May the Lord bless His people with peace. Amen.